Ramble, ramble, ramble

Oh what a week it has been. Long and stressful. Work sucks. I am smart and usually can catch on very quickly when taught however I seem to be self teaching more and more. Sometimes that is okay, but since I started this job I feel like there has been NO training, NO assistance. I ask for help, but it seems like I just get more confused. They are real sticklers about errors too. I think I am hard on myself so this just causes even more stress on me. I guess I am doing okay with what was given to me, but I have so much more to learn to be successful. I need knowledge. LOL..

I do know that this isn’t what I want to do the rest of my life. I know so much so that I was taking the year off of school but decided this week that I’m going back for the spring semester. The faster I get my degree the better. I’m tired of being in an unrewarding (money wise) job and really want to do something where I make a difference and I’m tired of financially just getting by. The time for change is now!

On another note, the kids started school on Wed. What a hassle that was. The buses are overcrowded, they were very late and in most instances elementary kids were on the bus for up to an hour in the afternoon. I am all for cutting back and starting to spend my tax dollar better, but not when our children’s safety is being compromised. The second day was much better, all though I hear that overcrowding is still a main issue.

I yelled at my kids and told them they need to be sitting on the bus cause if anything happens they can get seriously hurt like I was in high school. A story for another time. They assure me that they are sitting and not being bad. Humm I find that a tad hard to believe. Guess time will tell. I just think that the safety of our children needs to be our main concern and cutting back in those areas should be illegal.